星期三, 12月 08, 2021

手术

 最终医生还是宣告需要动切半甲状线手术,还是有点懞!有必要吗?我感觉良好啊!沒办法,谁要自己要去查呢?说不怕,假的。

十二月的第一个星期五,我去国大医院入住,下午一点半,可爱的護士小姐用轮椅推我入手术部,在柜台等待时,護士们还在争吵我脚趾的指甲油。无论如何,她们最还是让我上了堆床。

下一站是手术部的護士站,柜台站了差不多十来个護士与医里,服装差不多,医生穿深蓝制服,都一直在交谈,时不时听到他们话说家常。病人一个个排在旁,等着推入手术室,有点像待宰的羔羊!隔床的老太太一直在流泪,她说怕,八十多岁了,需要开盆骨,安慰她一下,然后她被推走了!

当我再被推入内,过了条长走廊,漂亮女麻醉师问我怕吗?我说没有,有点冷!她说别担心,里面有热气。在进入了十一号手术台,我抬头望了墙上的钟,二时二十五分。在医师们的指导吸气呼气下,不醒人事。醒来时已是四时三十五分。

五时被推回房,頸也多了一个管子。

最难熬的是这两个星期的恢复期,才意识健康多重要。

感谢我的医生一位幽默的巫裔教授。

星期二, 1月 25, 2011

Time Fly!

Old is the word that crossing my mind. The heart resisting it... God, I want to get closer to you. Please bless me and my love one.

星期一, 8月 17, 2009

How great thou art

I m listening to this song while baby is sleeping. No choice but mc today due to baby sick. I pray that she is healthy again. My working life not so smooth. I like Mr Tan but he is so dictator until I couldn't help to pray that he transfer soon. Ha........

星期四, 1月 15, 2009

Sigh!

I was so eager want to be transferred back to Nilai school. Well, after my husband persistance I got the school near my house. I was regretted after 3 days in the school. It had a crazy management there. The students discipline are terrifiying. The PK listen more to students than teachers. Teachers life are living hell there. We need to stay in school from 7am to 5.20pm on Wednesday. 1 year 4 tests which double than other schools. Try to impress others. It make me think that I m so unlucky but let me sacrify myself as my lord.

星期三, 8月 06, 2008

Form 1 M

I am teaching 5 classes of form 1. They are so different compared to the form 4 & form 5 students in Sabah. They are smart but something are worrying. Most of the times, I noticed girl start to show interest to the boy but the most of the boys still enjoying playing. My class monitor will come to inform me the attendance of the class daily. However, she love to see me in one particular class recently. I start to wonder which boy she interest there? One of the boy even make a remark she always come and he think she likes someone there. Wow! that obvious. But how o tell her that you are too young to fall in love now. Let it be? Such a good girl and let her lost in puppy love? This teacher in dilema. Why it won't just as easy as 1+1 = 2 in my maths subject.
Few boys in my class are the only child in the family. They are so excited to have so many friends in class. They love to punch, fight and act like small children. Most of the times, parent will blame teacher for not taking care of the students yet I noticed parent just like to please their child and some of the children can't even show a normal manners.

星期二, 7月 15, 2008

Good Leader

Why our country lack of good leader? This is the cause the people life is getting harder. We can see so many ministers claimed that they are graduate but they didn't really sincerely want to help the people and the country. They are so selfish and only think about themselves and position. I just pray that my Father in heaven will open their mind, mouth and heart. Think for the people. They are sufferring.

星期一, 7月 14, 2008

Closer......

Now is about 34 weeks. Time is getting closer to delivery. Well, I really feel afraid but I knew I need to be strong. It is hard for me to move around now. It is getting harder to teach in class and control the student. It is getting harder to go toilet and I start to got piles.