My dearest Friend!

God want to be my friend. I tell him all the things that I felt hurt. Tomorrow is Saturday but my school suddenly ask us to come back because my big boss want the exam to be carried tomorrow to make way for motivation week. Is it right? Or shall I keep quiet and follow. We are Christian! All the staffs here just keep quiet. No one dare to sound anything. I want to say sorry God, deep down in my heart, I felt hurt, sad and tired. We work so hard but people who are able to act good in front of her got the best. Am I too prejudis? I ask to transfer back to take care of my husband, boss said need a successer and the staff in Putrajaya said it was fronzen due to low enrolment. Why? Father, we try to help them, work our best for them but they never understand us, pity us. Have mercy, Father. They don't know what they were doing. I just pray that when I in their position, I will understand my staffs more. They said if the students can't perform well, is not their problem, is teacher not teaching well. But I did my best, Father. You saw it, right? The students are so busy, they need to attend so many activities until they can't attend the classes. Teachers are busy. There are so many courses and reports not yet done. Look at my friend's school. Father, she don't have problem to transfer back. Most of the teachers did not attend class if they don't like to do so. Yet they got so much present for teacher day. Am I jealous or envy? I don't know, Father. I can only keep quiet. We working so hard for who? Boss? Family? School? The whole system? Just forgive my sin if I failed to teach them well Father. I try my best to speak English in class. They refuse to listen because they said they don't understand. We are not allowed to can them but I am so stressful in controlling the class.They are not listening. I feel like a hamburger, students not listening, boss not understanding........ Father, please open their eyes. Touch them......... I love you father. Thanks for listening. Just grant me peace.