Bad Teacher!

Today, I thrown my student's book from 2nd floor. Hey! we shall not ill treat student. I told him to listen but he kept talking like I m invisible. When some girls pass by, he trying to tackle them. One time, two time, and..............
I lost count but my blood pressure getting higher. Suddenly, boom!!!!!!!!! I chased him out. It was scary to lose temper because we don't know how to control it. Sometime, you just need to tell them "hello, I m here, please pay some respect". So pathetic.....

I want to go back!

I failed to transfer back to west Malaysia because my boss don't release me. The administration said my serving years was too short, not qualify. I start to think, what is the point I got married and stay far away from him. I felt pity because he is alone there but what to do? They said I need a very big kabel. Where to find? Is it wrong to be simple?