Tuision or School?

I remember I used to attend tuision class so that I could get extra knowledge that I miss in school. The purpose is to help me to catch up my study. However, I notice my students now are very different. For them, tuision is more important because their parent pay. Some of them even asked me to solve problem given by their tuision teacher. Then what is our rule as normal school teacher? They don't respect us because they knew they could learn from tuision. Then why are we exist?

Five Months

So fast, I already entered my five months pregnancy. Can feel myself getting heavier each day. I went for my check up on monday. The nurse said I need to double my iron tablet dose due to my low red cell. I don't really like iron because it cause me constipate. My colleague was making fun of me; how come a teacher will lack of blood which suppose to be unhealthy eating pattern. I also don't know. I only know I got headache all the time now. I ate a lot too. The nurse said I put on 2kg which is too much. Then, apa terjadi??????????? My HM didn't fully support my application to Nilai school. I got so lost sometime. There are so many decision to make which is my weak point.
May my God want me to learn something. I think He want me to be positive and trust Him. All sunshine and no rain make a desert.

Angry!!!

My 1 kemboja student W really made me mad. He refused to do his work some more show me his temper. Hopeless! My 2 Anggerik girl C also the same. She shouted at me in the class when I wrongly pronounce her name. So pathetic. I can still feel my anger until today. I don't know what effect it will cause my baby but I just too mad with them. A brunch of spoilt and rude kids. The parent fail........ I am thinking may be I shall sue the parent and them. Teach them a lesson.
Ha...... Is just a illusion. I won't do it. Let it be!!! Sometime just submit to God when we don't know what else to do. I just prayed that God will take away my anger and grand me more patient.